Come On Bring It On
Bring life back to a fully-controlled mode.
Today's the 5th day after my exams and I feel I haven't been living like how I want life to be. Well, I feel so guilty seeing my parents slog, trying to earn a living.
While, I m spending late nights doing nothing at all and out all day spending like I have a fountain of wealth, as though I am a filthy rich lady :S
Shopping Therapy works, but am I really fulfilling what I wanted? I don't know. hahaha =/
Everything's getting so superficial that i don't seemed to understand anymore.
Or rather, I haven't understood all from the beginning. These materialistic desires, I reckon them as trying to escape emptiness on the inside.
Oh well, maybe this applies to me and only me only. haha. :x
Today, i woke up feeling lousy. So, i opened the papers, hoping to find a job.
You know, i will really like to gain some experience.
Experience and further upgrading on your skills always go along way. :)
It is indeed not easy to find an ideal job, but who knows? :)
anyway, i'll got plenty of time. If not, i'll just settle with anything with good pay and good working hours. :)



Someday, I Will Understand.
Nothing seems to be the way
That it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
In me
And tell me somebody is watching
Over me
And that is all I'm praying is that
Someday I will understand
In God's whole plan
And what he's done to me
Oh but maybe
Someday I will breathe
And I'll finally see
I'll see it all in my baby

Don't you run too fast my dear
Why don't you stop?
Just stop and listen to your tears
They're all you've got
It's in you
You see somebody is watching
Over you
And that is all
I'm praying is that
Someday you will understand



Push The Brakes

hey ya! BOO! i m back.
well well, date with the stars is cancelled due to some unforeseen circumtances.
hmm, yea. i m pretty disappointed.
BUT hey, im still very happy! :)
because the date is on tomorrow!
i wanna see christmas lightings!
-red orange yellow green blue indigo violet-

i was surfing sexy bi .net just now.
Guess what i found??
Rain's new diary entry!! :) :)
Here's the translated version.
[2005.11.23]
Examiners,take a good exam!

How are you? I am Jeong Jihun.
These days I am so busy with the new drama that I can only update my diary today.
I have tried to write, but it's not easy to sit in front of my computer. :)
I believe that you,clouds can understand it, do you?
Today, it's the day before your examinations (Korean Scholastic Aptitude Test)
so I turned on my computer to give you a supporting message.
Tomorrow is the day which you can show your ability.
I believe that it will be good if you have the faith.
I will pray for everyone of you so that you will have the best grade.
Every examiner,AzaAza! Fighting!(jia you)
Well, Now is the time to welcome 4th Clouds.
I will wait for you with doors wide-open.
Time really flies.
Last year, Clouds really gave me power.
So I think that new families will give me real powers.
Now the Drama has set in the middle part,
how do you enjoy it?
I often monitor by wondering how you may see it.
I will do my best to show you that i m putting in efforts.
Examiners, take the exams with cheers tomorrow.
I wish that we can meet smiling radiantly with a light heart~!
Be cheerful!!^^
****
*faints*
he seems to remember his clouds only. :(
hahaha! im ur cloud too!
[clouds refer to his korean fans because only with clouds there is rain.]
ohwell, i think he's really sweet to leave a supporting message.

Right, now.
i m gonna push the barkes. Seriously, it's really unhealthy to live a life like mine.
Good FooD= expensive and unhealthy food
Good Life= spending too much on unnecessary things.
Good Time=slacking and excessive time on the com.
it's so sinful. hahaha!
maybe, i will try to cut down good food, good life and good time.
yet, still fulfilling a quality life.
well, no promises.
BUT, we shall see. :P

You are my Summer breeze, my Winter sun, my Springtime soul, my Autumn touch of gold
You are my Sky, my Rain, a Way which my love flows 'cause you're all...



Slow Down, My Dear.

sweethearts, massage my feet! :s
eww, i m gross.
BUT, come on those feet hurt from ex-treme shopping.
hahaha. :) thats really so uncool.
torturing i must say.
nevertheless, i must admit. shopping heals everything.
so, what hurts? my pocket hurts. DuH.

today, i have had a fabulous day~OUT.
lets see:
1100-airport to send my bro off.
Alright. He is one lucky dude.
Enjoying holidays with his friends in taiwan.
For the next 10 days, no one gonna disturb me.
No one's gonna laugh at me when i wear my wierd green half-jacket tmr.
BUT, come on. I am already missing him now.
Well, no one's going to rockk da house down with me for now.

0130-bedok, lunching with mUm
0230-Jiaying at Bugis
i miss jiaying! :) hahaha! walked around aimlessly
until i spotted my mickey mouse shorts. :)
hehe. it's kinda a love at first sight.
went to try and yupp the smallest size always fits m3!
*draws the curtain* thinking of showing jiaying after i tried on the shorts
but guess what, i never see any jiaying
but the male sales person who served me.
*embarrassed* draws back the curtain and changed out of the shorts.
hahaha! pretty hilarious.
bottomline is-- i hate drawing open the curtain after i try clothes. :s
well well, i got my Full House VCDs.
Full House- a house full love and blessings.
A house to share with ur love one. :)
wheeee. i can look at my baBI forever.

0530-Marina Parade
gosh. i've have no complains about this place man.
people, its a new place to hangout.
if u asked me, the mall is huge enough for u to shop all day
plenty of posh restaurants, fast food restaurants and foodcourt.
just anything that u are looking for. :)
well, jiaying and i found a really nice place. :)
it is the area outside the foodcourt.
Dine there for dinner n u can be mesmerised by the sunset, gorgeous night views(can see the sea, esplanade and lighting from the skyscapers) and also the beautiful stars.
Cool breeze blowing on ur face, i think it's an ideal place for a date! :)
I wanna dance with you under the beautiful nightsky.

1015-i alighted frm Bus17
yupp. a terrifying experience on the bus.
a drunkard was hollering like madd. :(
scolding anyone who stole a glimpse at him.
i was just too afraid that he might punch someone.
damn scary.
BUT, i still got home safely and happily :) haha!













TPJC Graduation 2005


NAS gAls :)


NAS peepS :)


my dearest, assohfive :)


my girlfriends :)


the dudes :)

As we go on, we remember all the times that we have together.



November Rain
yayness!! a's finally over :) :)
phew, past few months were torturous
and most long-drawn of 17+ yrs of my life!
well well, it's true.
After the rain, there's always sunshine.
So now, i'm gonna rock on. :P
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!

Shopping and Movie starts today.
woohooo... see what i've got. c:
3hrs of shopping= Prom Dress n Racer Back Top
cool, isn't it? :s
at the rate i'm going..
im expecting a huge hole in my pocket. x(
hahaha. ain't gonna care much for now.

Harry Potter and The Globlet Of Fire rockss.
Come on, i think it's good. :)
Watch it! and I m just bewitched. :s
I love magic. I wanna go Hogwarts too.
Maybe someday, i can turn u into a frog! :)
*croak..croak*

The weather is cooL these days.
Rain never seem to stop.
and i realised something rain drops do resemble snow falling!
hmm, or am i wrong?
Pretty things.

I am so thankful it's still November.
Cause, November brings us to December.
and Christmas is just around the corner:)
wheeee!

10 THINGS i wanna do right away.
-catch up with bier,sinyee,jolyn,sheena and janice
-date the sTars
-change image( not too possible, i'm still very much me)
-stalk jihoon :)
-hang out with jiaying,jasmine and dorothy
-watch TVee (yea, i havent been watching for some time)
-slack on a beautiful beach
-Go cycling!
-Be on a merry-go-rounD/Swing :)
-go on a holiday :)
[actually there's more these...wahaha]

Madness kicks in now.
So, dont expect a very sane me.
I've watched an animation of rain just now.
and realised that i actually have a weak heart <3
*faints*



Be Right Back

im AWAY :)



The Night Is Long

hey guys. im back with updates.

well, now still in the midst of As,
although its long and draining,
im glad its gonna be over soooon. :)
so for now, hang in there people!
we are almost there. :)

its has been a whole load of rollercoaster rides for me. :O
UPS and DOWNS. almost too much for me to handle.
i never never knew A levels was like that.
its like a whole new experience and lesson in life.

if you ask me,
i m certain my position is not too optimistic.
whether anot i can get into an university,
im not sure either. :(
i dont know why i landed myself in this uncertainty.
but still, it has happened.
*laughs at myself*

in a more positive light,
everything may just be a blessing in disguise,
*prays hard, crosses my finger*
if not, you know what,
all these have helped mould me into a better me.
somehow, i see a STRONGER Jesline.

dear all, take care of yourselves!
if ur exams are over, its time to party! :D










bi is way too adorable. :)

Wendy, his translator in Hong Kong,
reveals some interesting tidbits on Rain.

1. Rain dyed his hair blue for his HK concert. If he didn't say this nobody would probably know.

2. He is super-cute, and has a tendency to act coy in front of elders
(Will coyly remark that his hair is actually blue)
3. He'll usually address Wendy as "auntie", but when he needs a favour from her, he'll use "sister" instead (hahaha)
4. While living at the hotel, he'll answer the door even he is he still brushing his teeth
(brush sticking out of his mouth and everything...)
And he takes about 15 minutes to brush his teeth. (woo, thats so long!)
5. He's crazy about sweet stuff. (No wonder he needs 15 minutes to brush his teeth.)

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