never gonna stop
praising you

alittle disappointed because escape is not open today.
however, its still a blessing to be able to spend time by the beach, (: with super nice people. you know what, i can hardly wait to serve all day and be part of this big family. i know its gonna take time. maybe alot of time. I need to be patient.


I really think my problems are too BIG for me. So big that sometimes, I think that i am just dragging them with me. No energy to complain anymore. So flustered that i lost my mind. Thankfully I am reminded that my maker is in control. Every single thing, big or small. What else is impossible if He works all the wonders in the world.


oh yes,
I received my NUS appeal rejection letter today.
Seems like this path is really not for me.
I am anticipating the new exits that are mean for me and I am certain its gonna be one that will suit me the best.
Don't fret, because everything is in control.

just praise the lord.. (:
because at all times,
He is good.

i have a maker,
he forms my heart.
before even time begin
my life was in his hands.
he knows my name
he knows my every thought
he sees each tear that falls
and hears me when i call.
i have a father
he calls me his own
he'll never leave me
no matter where i go



in the stillness,
with your strong little voice

oh i believe this place has already been abandoned by many.
hahaha. how great now.
let this place be my love letters to you.
an open love letter for any passer-by to see. :))
-smiles to my savior-

many things run through my head today.
jeanette never fails to bring up things that i would like to spend time thinking about. :)

do you believe in angels?
okay, here it refers to someone.
may be someone whom you are very close to or even some strangers. These people have shown exceptional kindness to you during your most difficult times. The key to being angels, to me, is not the words of consolation but,in fact, the ability to listen-to lend a listening ear to the one in need. Don't underestimate your worth as a listener. To listen, its a small effort that makes a huge difference and of course you won't know, to me your little effort goes a long way. :)


how big is your faith?
think about it. It is really difficult to love all, every single one. People who have accidentally offended you, people whom you have blacklisted to not make friends with, people whom you have made enemies with, people whom you have decided to not forgive for the rest of your life. . and the list goes on. . Can you learn to love?

For example, how to love me? I am scarred and on top of that I have scary puffy panda eyes. plus plus I think i am quite a wierdo. Most of the time i am quite quiet when everyone is talking. If not, I will just crack not funny jokes then laugh to myself or i will just laugh at any single thing my friends say. Hmm, how can anyone stand me? I don't know. probably someone can.. and god does. :) needless to say, it happens because of love. I am all accepted.

As each day passes, i seemed to grow to be more thoughtful and compassionate. In fact, i learn to be more thoughtful and more compassionate. I am more conscious of the people around. Give up seats, give up money, give up time, accept people who for they are.. empower lives with your words. It just makes a world of difference. I don't think i understand or learn this on my own, its all the spirit moving in me.

my life, it's not free of pain and worries.
But I feel well, I sleep well, I live well.
Everything just makes me more certain that I only need one thing in life.
My faith for you.
I don't long for a big faith but a strong innocent faith.
Trusting that i can live just on loving you.

im your fool
Cause they want proof,
They want proof of all these mysteries I claim,
Cause only fools would want to chant a dead man's name.
I would be a fool for you all because you asked me to.
A simpleton who's seeming naive,
I do believe You came and made Yourself a fool for me

I will speak Jesus name,
and if that makes me crazy,
they can call me crazed,
I'm happy to be seemingly naive,
I do believe You came
and made Yourself a fool for me.



a fool for you

more more i want more
the more i groped for you
the more i desire
the more i am hungry
the more i am thirsty
i want more of you
and none of me
draw me. .



from now on
i am running after you

the road ahead.
closing my eyes.
i see my world in this earth falling apart.
i see myself standing alone.
fighting these fears.
but, you told me.
nothing is too big for you.
so, i held on tight to you..
trusting you to bring me through.




i know, when it comes it comes.
and you know,
i never want to break your heart.

remember,
perfect love casts away all fears
no love is perfect, except yours.






from inside out
i sing your love for me

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

i feel my heart and soul bubbling
with love. .
when i hear this song
i just can't help it.
magnifies your great love.



happy birthday to me.
i see the angels dancing and singing praise. (:



magnificent love

i am seriously comtemplating about going to work tmr.
somehow, work has became a burden on me.
when, it shouldn't even be.
why do i have to care so much?
am i loading myself with too much responsiblities?


not gonna think
not gonna think
not gonna think

runs to you for rest.
and with everything i am
jesus, i praise you.

happy fathers' day to all dads :)



rain down
your grace and love
17.06.2006

today, i visited the zoo. :)
actually, i do think the zoo is BIG.
arh, i can't imagine how much i walked. :O
seriously, i think it's alot of walking for someone who haven't exerise for more than 6 months. haha! so, i hope i can still stay one piece by tomorrow.

anyway, going zoo with adee, liang, hao, jing and beibei was awesome. :)
it's really fun to explore the zoo the way you like.
go here, then there..
whatever you like no restrictions..
and you have all the time in your life..

highlights highlights!
i am alittle bias here because the elephants are my fave. :) so, they are my stars for the day.
Stunning elephants. They can follow instructions perfectly fine with good training. Greeting the vistors by spraying of water with their trunks. Their massive built is actually a plus point because they can help move weights effectively and in exchange, you only need shower them with affection and feed them well. :) Elephants, strong with a soft touch. I adore them..

I love the white tigers too. If you haven't already know, all tigers are Asians! :)
How cool. They are really pretty with brown strips contrasting their white coat and a pair of lovely blue or green eyes with a pink nose.. In case you were wondering, they are not albinos, cause they do have coloured pigments :)

My greatest disappointment is failing to see ah meng!
can you imagine, going zoo but not seeing ah meng.. :( what a waste.

I wanna visit the fragile forest badly too. BUT, i decided not to because i am afraid of butterflies. (remember?) How i wish i need not run and hide whenever one flies passed.. and why must these butterflies grow to such a huge size? (eww..)

Tired but fulfilling..
bottomline, i love zoo.










a deeper love
in this is love, not that we loved god, but he loved us.
1 John 4:10

work is mad.
every single day.
Sometimes i just feel like walking away, just quit. Its totally sick to think that i have to travel that distance just to earn 50 bucks. Tampines to Buona Vista. -faints- It's becoming more and more difficult to drag myself out of bed.

i realised i am so dumb and clumsy all the time.
people around just have to laugh at my foolishness. I can't explain why I am always (never fails) the one people have to laugh at. Well, its okay sometimes, you know. But at other times, it just hurts so bad to have to acknowledge that i am like that. On a deeper thought, I realised i was loved all the time no matter how foolish i am. :) Nothing so painful about right? Just let whoever that judges laugh.

if you think your kor kor is a pain in the neck,
just whoever..
you can donate your big bro to me!
i dont mind a big bro disturbing me as long as i have a big bro.
hahahaha.
i want a big bro so bad that i am calling my younger bro, kor kor.
can i have your kor kor please? :)



you walk with me

2 days in a row, stepped into the door after 11pm

i sense much displeased from my dad..
staring at me, he said.
" you are home earlier and earlier each day"
ohwells.. :O

today!
flea market wasn't much like i have expected.
not many things catch my eyes.
many looks(were) old and flithy. eww..
others were sort of expensive and not worth it.
if you see any hand-made accessories,
please please please
my advise is please dont buy.
you never know how much they earn from just a pair of earrings.

later xuemin and I rush rush rush down to bedok

to meet vanessa! :)
you are still pretty and good. :)
glad that you are.
most importantly, you have have a route a direction to head.
All the Best, budd :)

ARISE was great.
I think the walls and cellings are coming down as all the children come to worship. Praise God. :)
Your presense filled the place abundantly. Your goodness touched many. :)
thank you for healing, healing many.
thank you for coming, coming for us.
thank you for loving, loving us.

just praise the lord.



blown away

hope yvette's gonna feel well soon.
i know it's terrible to feel ill.
and i was real touched to receive her message.
just some simple words that go a long way.

jeanette!
thanks for being bubbly all the time.
i am sure ARISE will be a huge success.
i just knew it. :)
and you never know,
the joy of having you on train rides :)
please don't praise me no more.
there are tonnes that i need to learn still.

my dear closest,
i see time passing,
you growing older,
i see pain,
which i have no means to ease.
i don't know how to love you more,
or tell you that i love you.
but many times,
i hope i doing my job well enough.
when i grow up,
being more sensible each day,
i just thought about how i can take care of you more.
again i know,
i haven't been doing my job well.
i will try.
i mean really try.
i hope that you can be protected,
just like me.
if not, i hope, i can take care of you
and give you more than what you have given me.

every single day,
i am so blown away by your goodness.
i just want to walk in your light.
can things be anymore simpler than this?



you are beautiful

Wondering hard and I realised my everyday now is so rich.
To be precise, it feels so rich.
Although at times I felt so tired, I am still so easy and carefree.
How so can this be when i haven't felt this way for years?(sounds scary ain't it?haha.)
Maybe, I am really just alittle too hard on myself.
Now, casting my cares, fears and pain on you changes everything.
Seems like only you can change me. :)



moving in me

Life is good.
Sunday went out with christina :)
had a good service (as usual),
had some shopping done
had superb lunch and dinner.
whenever it comes to food, i just can't help.
i don't wish to know how much i spend on food.
i really love eating! :)
thanks a million to christina,
the talk was great.
i never knew you know me so well.

Monday, jeanette and me got a surprise half-day off.
I was so exhausted. This surprise break was like god- sent.
I couldn't help but want to praise Him. :) :)
Went to find Jolyn at PS.
if only, i had tonnes of time and money,
i bet i will be doing scrap-booking too.
it's awesomely coooool and pretty.
and also, allows me to exercise some creativity.
such a perfect way to spend time, i think.
thereafter, i went for ***.
I was so awed by myself.
HOW on earth am i able to pour out so much?
just went on on on and the other party has no means to reply.
somehow, i know it's not me.
i see god moving in me.



pick it up.

went out with mum.
finally brought swimwear and converse shoes. :)
things that were on my wishlist since a long time ago.
cost me a bomb. :o
although fulfilled.
I still am lost.
i knew i can't turn up.
kept looking at my watch.
hoping i could stop time from slipping away.

cut my hair already!
feels refreshed, because i look brand new :)
wanna see me?

planetshaker's new album is out.
are you ready to follow?
go on, p i c k i t u p.
heard some of it.
its really nice.
and i like it. :)

i am looking forward to tmr. hehe.
shopping!




perfect
01 June 2006
thanks to christina. :)
i had a very fruitful night.
I felt protected and safe.
No matter how big the storm.
I know i have no worries
because i am well taken care of. :)
christina, take me there again next time alright?
i am too shy to ask
but if you ask me to go,
i will try my best x100
not to say no :)

i think i fancy seeing/meeting people that i never expected.
jasmine, definitely i am happy to happen to see you.
hahaha.
glad i gave you a pleasant surprise. :)





you are all i need

I think this is simple enough to be understood
so much is said and heard
actually they all meant the same
there is no need to seek further
because i know
you are all that i need..

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