i was on a madness card- making mission with GOD.
it was amazing to serve god. (:
no, it didn't take me 100days. hahaha.
yixiu, it just told me one night and one morning. (:
god's love is extensive! you want it, just come get it!





celebrate jiaying's birthday. (:



Jiaying, Jasmine, Jesline
I was really upset that day.
but Jesus sent people for me. :)
I love them.



a great need for YOU.

behind a cheerful, crazy and clumsy me :)
are madness bits of problems, troubles and stress.
the thing is, who in the world will never experience these painful times?
None. Everyone has their own worries.

I am particularly tired this week.

it just reminds me that i have a greater need for jesus.

more dependency on Him.

i don't know how.
i just know you will be there.



i love you more than life.

rocking. metamorphosis concert in nexus auditorium.
once you start, you can't stop.
that's the power of worshipping my king. (:

HOPE 15th Birthday

celebrate GOD's faithfulness and MORE to come (:

AirPort Trip

cousins. ((:

Jo's Farewell

its the little things, that i treasure.

Its US. assoohfivve!

sweet times, together!
i miss the stars loads.

wonderful september (:
blessed with people.
god's love is evident! ((:




crazy bits.

its three months more before uni starts.
just read some crazy details abt my course.
am i gonna major in human resource,entrepreneurship, marketing or business finance?
haa. suddenly i have no idea.
i have no idea that every lecture is gonna be 3 hours long and i may have lessons on saturdays.
these days i seemed to have tossed money issues one side.
now, i am beginning to worry again.

next month (that's less that a week away),
i am going to pay my fees =x
i am going to know more details about my course.
i may need to get my books and time-table. (so anticipating)
and i need just need a laptop/notebook.

however, my greater need is god.
god, i need you. you hear my heart cry.
i need your healing touch on the inside.
i need you to heal my old injuries.
i pray for a breakthrough together with you.
yes, not alone but with you.

before the next week comes.
lord, i desire to commit myself to you more.
its one way, there's no turning back. :)
love you, lord.
****






you are enough.

god.
in everything, u are sufficent, you complete me.
i need to depend on you more from this moment on.
We are standing at this beginning together. Yes, together.

my world is flooding with crazy stress from work. my heart is pumping extra fast each time as there are so many things that i can't make mistakes in. I am doing shipping, invoices and updating of datas. less blurrness now. praise god.

Also, i have an urgent need to stay home. This only means, i will have to try to stay home more. Other than cg and service plus any must-meet-up sessions, I don't want to meet anyone else. I can't spend time waiting for ppl, i can't laze ard outside. -screams- So, time has to be spent more wisely now. I may have restrictions from my parents soon.-cries- I have no room to compromise and i have to start filling my madness desire to serve before i go crazy.-haha-

My dad is stressing me too.
He is complaining abt how my SIM fees will cost him and how i better EXCEL.
He is hinting that my committment now is far too much and i need to stop.
He is saying i don't know how important it is to excel and earn alot of money in the future.
Seriously, i cannot picture how life can only be earning money alone when you grow up.
I know my dad loves me. (:
But, i know that there is more to life, more than just breathing to live.

we have a dream, yours and mine.
picking up the pieces, i m afraid.
but lets do it together.



all my delights are in you, lord
all of my days, all of my strength..

they say they will give up their right hand to have a faith like that.
i say i will want to loss everything i have now to have god's touch.

today, i see the beauty of sharing again.
really thank god for sengkim (:
i don't want to rot this life away, lord.

i want to move my hands to do your work.
if you can use anything, won't you use me?



love song for a savior

sudden sudden urge to pen this down.

today, i chanced upon a postcard i wrote for a friend, 3 months ago.
i wrote abt my experiences after knowing jesus.

it just reminds me how important it is to remember the little things my savior has done for me.
for as a human,we can be forgetful.
i never want to forget the little things you do for me- may this one day never come.

when i first saw you, you said to me.
Come to me, i will give you rest.
Stubborn as i am, i decided to shun you.
I was convinced that i can do without you because I have lived my entire life without you.
There doesn't seem to be any difference without you.

I still eat, live and breathe.

My world collasped, 6 months back.
At first, I am still convinced that i can do without you.
This world is painful to be in, reality bites- this we all know.
One more nightmare in life doesn't seem to be too much. In fact, isn't this the norm?

My closest dearest are all with me,when the nightmare begun.
Never failing, they stood by me- family and friends alike.
I held on strongly to the belief that i will make it through.
Rejection letters ain't that scary. They don't kill.

For the next month after results was released,
I seemed to plunge into a pit of nothingness.
I will eat then start staring into space.
I will sit and start crying.
I will hide in my room, scribbling rubbish thoughts on paper.
every single day, a crumb of me just dies off,
no words of comfort heals or fills this gap in my heart.

I felt too alone. No one around me could help.

For the longest time ever, I admitted to my savior.
I don't want to be here alone on earth ever again.

I am afraid.

If you are the mighty god that the others declare, come heal me.
I don't know what you can do, but if you are real and you are there,
I need you.

All I knew was,

He held me through it all.
Thank you always being the faithful one, lord. :)



you are the king on high.

praise you LORD-for 15 years of faithful love and MORE to come.
I think the anniversary is rocking mad, the move to praise and celebrate is totally contagious.
happy 15th birthday HOPE. ((:
i love this hope family. (:

chants. i want cg cg cg cg cg. :O
countless times.
i forgot how many times i missed cg. whatever so, i really anticipate this brand new group (:
i long to see caregroup turn up in full force. yep!

can't wait for pictures!
before i go, i just wanna say..
Praise YOU lord! (:



in you i live and move and breathe

woaH. fantastic week.

although i am totally drained this week, looking more and more like my fellow animal friend-panda, i am enjoying the flavor of life to the core. (:

i have some good news.
I am making significant improvements in my workplace. Less blurness, more effort. :)
I have recognised the power of prayer once again this week- successfully comforted my fellow colleague at work as her friend has passed away recently. :)

this week i have learnt a great deal about god and people.
love god through people
its really not a caregroup or church thing, its a 24/7 thing.
god is multiplying love many many fold when you love people like he does.
god i am so anticipating, i am waiting in expectation (:
change me, its metamorphosis time.

really had to thank god for working wonders in my good and bad times.
I never knew how i could survive if i never cling on to you.
now, i am safe because you are here with me.

today, we had our first combine service! nexus auditorium is packed (:
totally cool deal.
the next two months we are going to witness tremendous growth in people as many stir up more faith and passion for god through the exams time.
jiayou everybody. time to glorify god with your studies!

thanks a bunch for joel, josiah,hanyun,maurise,kim,zhixin and adeline for travelling home together! (:



metamorphosis.

plain new experience with god. i had really enjoyed myself yesterday.
thank god for josiah,yinglin,hanyun,yixiu and jasmine (:
because of you guys, metamorphosis rocks MORE.
i really believe that god is so awesome that praising and worshipping alone is not enough.
we need a whole crowd of people to praise and worship Him together.
i am so embracing morphing time, may this time continue as to learn with you.

let us all be refreshed as we seek Your throne.
let us all come boldly into your presence to claim your promises for us.
let us continue to trust god to send his rain when the time is right.
because He has done it all, we can trust Him to do it again.

But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
Matthew 6:33

holy spirit come fall on me (:



something for nothing

drained for the past few days.
within me i know i have some unfinished business with god.
there is just something i have to tell him- but no,
i haven't get it out as yet.

tomorrow is metamorphosis-finally the day is here. (:
i am so anticipating.
not sure how the programme will be like.
even so, i have no wish to miss any moment of it.
shanrui is only coming in the evening,
does that mean i will have to be alone in the morning?-feels scary..

god (:
chain me to your heart.
thank you for your love.
i realised nothing is comparable to you.
only your love is perfect.
only your love endures.
your love is unlike human love.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.



the fact is i really hate people who smokes.
in the streets, i wanna stare them down.
i always think that its this smoke
that makes me dumb from the start.
(less oxyen for the brain to function right?)
but at home. i can only wonder..
what is your love?
maybe its selfish love.
you can't make the change for me and him.
we hate smoke, for you, we tolerate for years.
even before we are on earth.
really not trying to exaggerate.
but no matter which corner you are at,
even when the door is closed.
the smoke still follows you.
maybe i am dying soon.
(passive smokers are more prone to heart diseases right?)

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