redo your attitude

ah, i was thinking this time round, i am really dead and really foolish too. I saw god frowning at me. =X
oh dear. its just rings in my head that- there is nothing that makes Him love me more. Get that, nothing at all.

It is not what i have done, but it's just me.

He loves me for me.

I feel bad, feeling the way i felt just feel hours back because He is calling on me again to love people like He loves me. :O

Sounds like a feat. BUT, i know i can do it. To love like god does,or rather to care like god does.

The world is cold, but you don't have to go. (: He is standing by you on a dreadful monday, gloomy tuesday, dead wednesday, half- alive thursday and finally a-long-awaited finday, not forgetting the satuadays and sundays. I want to thank Him every good and every monsteric day. (: (not just on every friday)

I start off the day thanking god for His new mercies and love before my feet touched ground this morning. Awesome feeling, try it tomorrow. He just renews you from the inside out. ((:

1 John 4:19- We love because he first loved us.

god, i want to be strong in you.

i need to breathe

at times i feel i am running at a pace that i almost lost control. :O
please be reminded that this life is a marathon NOT a 100m race.-knocks myself-

Psalm 84:10-
Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked.
i need to listen to you.
you are my faithful one, nothing compares, nothing comes close.


WORK tmr, another week of chionging.
BUT, we all know, that we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us. (:

jiayou everyone!



i love you

i am back to square one again.
that is, at work- i will have the check that stupid inventory again and also to chase people for payment. hmm, apinun actually thinks i am working for an ah long company. Nothing really glamorous about my job, however i am just glad that god provided a job for me, at least till the end of the year, i will have some income [minus my off days, of course (: ]

at home- i feel like each time i am re-learning how to be a better child. truthfully till now, I am still experimenting, evaluating and seeking ways to honour my parents. I think i need to re-live the whole of my life as a child (: because certainly for all of us, we can be better children! I want to make an extra difference in my family soon. [ woahs, hopefully i can give some positive updates next week! (:]

wanna watch goong so BAD. (cos my MUM wants to watch too, hehe)

now, i am called smarty pants( according to earth) because obviously i am smart. (hahaha)
also, i am called a fellowship monster(according to liyi) because obviously i adore fellowshipping.
sadly also called an auntie(according to apinun) because i am becoming more like my dearest mummy-cum-auntie friend (:

hahaha. life's mad.
but i love life.

randoms
- one important truth i accepted today is accountability. Today, i admit that i need to be responsible for myself and i need to account to God/leaders/myself for everything. ( my leader-friend, if you read this, (: i just want to tell you that i appreciate things my leaders do. Such as confirming attendance!)
-Remember, it's not good enough to learn but to know how to apply what you learn. (:
-i think i've got the spirit. woahs. (:
-i was awestruck by the(peeps'-JC2s and Sec 4s) faith today. I want to be like them (:
-i am trusting more that god is going to provide for me as i work hard as each second passes (:
- nothing much, just want my friend jiaying to be well and happy soon! [nothing beats that (:]
-learning to cope with new growth. plain cool growth. :O

Jasmine, this is for you. I really appreciate you, from the depths of my heart<3

Jeremiah 33:3-
Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know
yes, i do need wisdom (:





i only want you in this whole world
woahs. totally cool tuesday morning, listening to praise and dancing around for him (: every morning i just feel your love refreshing me, spurring new life within me, making me ready for challenges ahead. guess what? i'm waiting in expectation. (:

serve your heart
there's mcg later.
the name for it-comedy movie. HAHA.
i seriously can't imagine what funny things we are gonna do later. surely we will have madness laughing sessions again. (:
plus, thank God for vanessa. she's gonna bring camera (:

Yesterdays
last sunday- went out with liyi. I was doing jas's bday card while she was studying. Liyi, if you are reading again, i really love fellowship leh. HAHA.

arghh. how messy can the desk get?

this is for JAS. (:
hmm, im posting this here so jiaying can see.
the others please shooooo. HAHA (:


adeline and ME (:
i love to hang out together.








positively somewhere.

woahs, i just did quiet time. aH, feels damn good to talk it out with god. I miss Him like nuts and I hate staying stagnant. Wonderful are His promises, I want to claim them so bad. (: I wanna chiong with Him next time, not without Him. A week is enough to get a taste of real emptiness. Being stagnant bites, and today i prayed for extreme growth. He just promised to go that extra distance with me. (:

yixiu shared a very important truth with me today. God is not just the first in life, He is more of the centre of our lives. woahs, a simple truth that i never realise. Also, we can fully trust in Him because he is perfect, unlike man. He never waviers. His word and promises to us endures till eternity.

and today the heavens rejoiced and the angels cry praises because i have a new sister-in-christ. (: dear vanessa, a journey with god is great. Experience and testify it for yourself cos its a choice that you will never regret. I felt really relieve now, cause i know when you are away to a foreign land next year, when all your dear one are not with you, jesus is. Know that He is a faithful friend, He will never leave you and He will never let go of your hand. So hang on tight with jesus too! ((:



sweet goodbyes

i can't believe its finally friday and i've got a long weekend ahead. Praise God, indeed all hard work will not be in vain 'cause in exchange i've got a long weekend! whee. (:

wednesday- crazy CG. aiya, i have no idea the J1s can be this nuts! -HAHA- i had a great time playing the michel-designed pass the parcel, the out-of-tune praise session and a hilarious time spent laughing until my tummy hurts. woahs. (:

thursday-meet ups. I love seeing jiaying and jasmine, together eating and roaming around aimlessly. Again, madness sessions of laughing. I was very impressed by myself- how did i manage to embarass myself all the time? hmm.

friday-HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE (: spent my night chionging cards again. If my little weariness brings others some comfort. Why not? I understood exams pressures and went through everything alone before, I wouldn't want anyone to repeat my footsteps. Do exams with god, he wouldn't leave you to take scary exams alone.

Deuteronomy 31:6
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them because the Lord your God goes with you. He will never leave nor forsake you.

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God sees, hears and knows. I can't hide. I just wanna say yes, I felt alittle sad about how things turn out. :( I didn't see it as something big, but somehow someone some things just blew it up for me. I just have to swallow the pieces whole like it never did happened before.
Even so, what I said then still stands, I never did compromise god's portion. His is 110%. (:



arh, today wasn't fun at all. =/
i was trying to chase people for money. $$
that's tough, no fun at all and stressful.
Plus, everybody was too busy to eat lunch so i had to eat alone. humph.

well, actually i dont seek fun everyday. (if thats what u were thinking)
It is just that I am easily amused and easily pleased. (: Little things have power over my joy!
The thing is- not as mush as i like being simple but it's more of experiencing the sweetest moments in life though the bitter times.

Sweetest moments, the times when i believed that life is not easy and not at all simple but i have a saviour on call 24/7.

I fail but He never fails.

I can be a mad fool for you.
If you can't believe that god exists today, that's because you don't have faith.
Did we not live by sight but by faith?

No feat at all, need faith? pray earnestly for it. :)

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If you are still looking for that missing piece in your life, look no further.
Start asking, why am I here doing what i am doing? Am i here on this earth,
just to live to die?



hellllooo to a brand new week!

was with liyi for a short while today.
She is definitely someone who can lift spirits up. ((: No, i wasn't down today. But, i just felt that this is her gift! Liyi, if you happen to read this, i just want to tell you 2 things.

1) WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? back to your books alrights? be goooooooood (:
2) You know how you can discover how you have changed after you have jesus? The way to know is to observe what you always do for people. I believe one of the things is definitely being someone who is dependable. You know, you were one of the first who come to me and tried to lift my spirit up when i told you i felt alittle left out then. You were someone dependable. I know you will be there for me, thats why i chose to tell you how i feel then, even though we aren't close then. Guess what, you are a sister who never fails to remind me that you appreciate knowing me and having me as a sister-in-christ. (:

Another thing i discovered today. :O
i am truly unworthy of any blessings that i have today. I am undeserving, however god you still gave them to me. Having them doesn't mean i don't need to work/serve(in life) anymore, it just reminds me that i need to work and serve harder.

Psalm 7:17-I will give thanks to the LORD because of his righteousness and will sing praise to the name of the LORD Most High.

jolyn, i have been reading the papers. woaHs. cool stuff. :)
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this is Liyi and me ((:
i was so nervous B4 testimony and the only way to calm me down then was to take pictures.
So, the funny east A peeps suggested to take pics (: hehes. and we had a CAMWAR.

this is my favourite cousin and me ((:
We haven't had any girl talks for a long time.
really really miss it lehs, ade! (:



hello everyone!

today, i just felt that this feeling is getting alittle too overwhelming. I just broke down in tears because i want to love you, you, you and you even though you don't love Him. I was suddenly afraid that at the end of it all, everything was too late. All of you are out of my reach. I just had to leave without all of my dear dear ones. =/

Terrible feeling.
God, I pray for all to receive ur priceless gift.
All we need is just a nod.
Saying, yes god. I need you.

it beats me.
I have no idea why my bro and I, we are drifting apart =/
Sometimes, I wondered why this happens. I felt like he has been sucked into a space of emptiness. The more i see him, the more i feel helpless. God, nothing is wrong now. He is still well and very much alive but why, why do i feel the gap in his heart?
i feel scared.

Anyways, i spent a fruitful day today.
i wrote cards for the whole unit today! :O
by god's grace, im growing more and more powerful by day. HAHA.

these are for the sec 4s. ((:

Jesus, the Lion of Judah!

and Jas, don't worry.
My idol is someone you will sure approve of. ((:



hope kit

hehes. hellooooo everybody!
i just wanna find out if you have got you HOPE KITs ready?
we are gonna save this world together. annnnd it all starts today! (:

testimony.
hmm. i tried to do everything my way, getting prepared, rehearse for it..
i was afraid i may just fail myself, sharing in an up-side down manner where people are turn off and unexcited about it. I planned too much myself.

at the end of it all.
i forgot it wasn't me that worked.
but it was my prayer that worked.

God. you took my fears and gave me ur grace when i do your work. There is nothing more i want to do but let others know how gracious you are to me. (: This is my breakthrough with you. Taste of breakthrough= sweet success!
Lord i know, it is not me but you who is working (:

A condemned heart- i shall overcome you.

Psalm 78:26 My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

Randoms
-hehes, i really like to see eugene come! he is such a interesting soul (:
-apinun and joel were really funny today, they tried to make me fall for their trick.
-thanks a bunch for seng kim, yinglin and jas for their encouragements for me. Small acts that mean a great deal ((:
-aH, can't help but i am really falling madly in love with EAST A. :O I just feel the warmth when ppl come and cheer me on. I feel i am really part of this big family now.
-yhope printed really pretty cards for our friends-to-come. SO COOL. Vanessa i am gonna give one to ya! (:
- watching death note with dearest CG next week. woahs.
-by the way, if you haven't realised, i am more talkative now. woahs!

check out yhope. its too fun to be missed.
hehes, if you havent visited us, for fun's sake, come join us!! (:

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pictures (:

scary eyebags :O
hahaha, i can't help it (:

Jesline and Michelle
hehes. super-low resolution. Looks real blurr.

i want to SCARE someone off.
don't come near!



hello everybody.

Good news.

Today, its Friday! Even though its friday the 13th, it didn't affect me at all. (: By God's grace, I completed the madness inventory! yippie. Totally calls for a celebration because I have been stuck with this stupid thing for three weeks. :O

Anyway, finally the weekends are here!

Tomorrow, i am gonna share a testimony for God. (:
I am really excited but at the same time.. I feel really afraid too. hehes. It has been a long time since i spoke to a crowd. However i know, i have nothing to fear. It's superb to share testimony!

hehes.
hope everything is well with all of you!
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celebration CG over at sentosa
its simply the sun, companion, love and fun (:


our randoms- bags! food! water! money!


yixiu,shanrui,vannessa,jesline(ME!),michelle, michel?
It took pretty much effort to sit together like that in the sea. Cause the waves keep crashing down on us! We were swaped forwards and backwards. After many tries, edwin finally managed to capture this picture. hehes. (:


woahs. really cool to chill out like that! (:
Soaking in the sun, sea and sand!


ME, Vannessa, Michelle
one of the days that i look really like GHOST.
btw, vannessa is a really cool and nice vj girl (:

It's all our us !
and we love to disturb michel! hehes.

i was a J1 two years back.
actually i ant't that old too!


whee. was really happy to see, weijin, vannessa and eugene! ((:
thank god for you guys.


All humans are chasing after something to fulfill.
But at the end of the day, does it truly fulfill?



hello everybody (:
(if there is anyone at all)

i havent blog for one week. =/
anyway, just wanna say life is so awesome with somone awesome. :)

work is making me want to pull my hair.
im trying to tally the stock inventory with the physical stock.
-screams- what a feat.
it's a total mission impossible to me.
i want to bite. don't come near me.

but know what, im still rejoicing in this madness. yay!

i can sense that all the missing pieces are slowly falling into place.
god is working.
there is celebration CG on tuesday- hopefully i can GO.
we are gonna rock the place upside down.
i love these people <3>

the best part of the past week?
vanassa joining me for service. heehee.
rocks socks totally.

we are going to take over the world.
just me and jesus (:

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dear JC2, press on.
there is sunshine after the rain + god's rainbow.
It's great to work and serve hard.
Galatians 6:9-
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

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