Saturday, March 31, 2007
i know you love mehomecoming @ ngeeann sec.
not many came, but those who came
claim their share of memories..

not a very beautiful building, but it holds
the most fun days of my education (:
classroom block, 1A, 2A, 3E1, 4E1
canteen.we will always always eat noodles tog (:
like spicy food but can't eat spicy food.
the aunty always has to mix tomyum soup with plain soup for me/us.
School Hall.makes me think of assembly, + sch tie!

69! this is
my locker!
jo, peipei and me. we shared this space.
staff room!one of my most frequent places.
always bugging my dear teachers.
most of the time, you get to stand outside the locked doors.
my study table (:oh, how i adore this table.
i spent most of my upper sec days with this table.
if i can kidnap sth frm this sch, i will surely kidnap this table!
now, SIM don't even have a decent study table.
choir noticeboard (:i'm a faithful part of choir for 4yrs.
well, i dont see how i'm musically inclined,
don't see how i can be a leader @ sec1
but still, it is true.
choir days are like rollercoaster rides.
long pracs, scoldings,sectionals,meetings, learning, singing..
oh, how i miss those days (:
ava room! behind those shutters.
we were shut in there for choir pracs.
some memories will be left behind.
memories are gift for the future.
***
what if you turned your back on me,
chose to pack up and leave earth before going to the cross,
my eyes welled up-
the extend of your love, no man can fathom.
yet, from my minute understanding,
i knew you loved me.
even when i fail you
even when seasons change,
i know you love me.
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
multiplied love (:
yayyy!
today, marks the day we complete our OB project! -smiles widely-
i feel uplifted and ready to do more, the heavy stone lifted.
my
projectmates came today.
erm yes, all of them (:
we started off really slow, directionless (as
usuals)
but after lunch everyone is hyped up -thank God-
guess my mum's cooking is really nice.
jess,
jy and
dan had 2 bowls of rice O:
hehes.
i suddenly feel super duper blessed to have such good food all the time.
looking at our learning journals,
we realised that through the last 29 days we have met up eleven times to do this project!
compared to other teams, i guess it's either we love each other's fellowship so much or we are just crazy about getting the job done. then again if you asked me, i will say it's both. (:
my little nephew followed
jess around and called the bros-uncle.
haha.
oh well, acceptable to them but plain funny to me.
I wouldn't want to be an
aunty at this age.
we ended off agreeing that my printer is the most hardworking among us
print print and print. (:
i feel very serving today.
i think i really like to serve,
if it makes you smile, it makes me smile.
next lap, BC Report, Exams.
before that, spend some time with me (:
your time is my present.
sunday and
monday, its taken already.
thank you God for your presence your grace and all, you see us through.been thinking-1 look heavenward, look to You.
2 exams
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
at the cross (:holy communium 
He bore our transgressions and sins on himself.
He always stays and never leaves.
He chose the crown of thorns and the nails.
He lifts our burdens up.
This is a race, a race to eternity.
How much have you grown?
Or have you grown tired?
In the Father's eyes,
you are always His child.
A blessed child, from now till eternity.Philippians 1:6
being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.
Philippians 3:13b-14
But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
***
i miss
ally the square butt monkey, how can i forget we were buddies? (:
thanks for the card!
thinking-1 my comforter (:
2 OB project
jiayou, because no one gets left behind. we move forward together.at least, i believe strongly so.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
my angel of music what i learnt from devotions today (:
so why do we face problem after problem, difficulties in life?
if Jesus promises a more abundant life after we follow Him why isn't life easy at all?I am glad life isn't easy. If it is, then life is as much as death. Imagine if there are no problems or challenges to mould us in life then we wouldn't mature or grow at all. Can you imagine yourself still being yourself when you are few years back? Character building through problems is key. They change us to be more Christ-like (:In every situation or problem, ponder what will Jesus do if He is in your shoes. Each time you choose to allow Jesus to participate in your every decision you grow to be more like him. (:They always say you look like who you mixed with.Just like if you mix with people who smoke you tend to be tempted to pick up this habit and thus be one of them too. So, naturally if you mix with Jesus, you should become more like him (: ***btw is tired because its 1.09am now!BC Report tmr! -.-hmm, jojo poped by yesterday. thanks dear for such a pleasant surprise.tmr i am celebrating bday with Jialing! (:happy happy birthday dear! been thinking-1 no one loves like Jesus2 feelings are so predictable and unreliable3 Proverbs 3:5-6this whole week i will remember to look to YOU (:
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Sunday, March 25, 2007
into your presenceworship worship worship brings me right where you are.
touched and changed (:
a heart of thanksgiving thankyou shepherd !
kim. ruiqi. meBC assignment makes me alittle lifeless.
how do you design a webpage?!
thank God i have Jess and Dewen,
gonna ask tiancai tmr. ((:
1:07:00 pm captivated
Friday, March 23, 2007
dying to yourselfyay. it's finally friday.
even though the week is not too pack, i feel a tinge of suffocation. totally lousy feeling. As much as i resume the noisy me, something still feels missing. If you ask me, the uplifted spirit is strangely missing.
i don't trust emotions.
i know why.
unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. john12:24
a man's life is not his own.
im just clay in a potter's hands.
Lord, take me back to where you are.
hurrays, projects- all projects will be completed next week. (:
just o n e w e e k
JIAYOUs to Jesline and groupmates!
you assured me, you are the rock, my solid ground.
you never sleep you never slumber.
you are mighty to save.
come and do a mighty work among us.
i wanna sing
salvation song. (:
meta-meta-metamorphosis!these pics are specially for vannasa (: she loves metamorphosis.





pretty butterflies. (:thank God for mabel, decor team and breakthroughs.
10:21:00 pm captivated
Thursday, March 22, 2007
a prayer awaya surge of thirst and hunger don't try living withoutthe heart and soul yearns for communionto be beholding your holiness better is one day in your courtsLord, how can i forget?i went running with ah
mau this morning! (:
a little run goes a long way.
now, feeling better and healthier.
helped a passer-by along the way (:
these hands and feet are given to me for a purpose-
To serve God and to serve others.
Serve the under-served, serve wholeheartedly, serve with spirit of excellence.
started on my BC Report. (:
I've still got a long way to go.
been thinking-1 expectations. one way or another people seem to be able to fathom what's on my mind. Thanks to mau, jy, dan. (:2 study schedule Proverbs 16:3-Commit to the Lord whatever you do and your plans will succeed.3 pure hearts and clean handsGod uses fat/skinny vessels but not dirty vessels. I want to be a clean vessel! (:4 Easter.You know the value of Easter Day?No, it is not just the bunnies and Easter eggs.
8:10:00 pm captivated
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
infinite lovejust wanna say- i suddenly feel
extra stress piling on my back.
i have the hang-in-there, hang-on-tight feeling.
I am beginning to have expectationssssssssss again.
no idea. -.-
anyhow, even if life is upside down, i am ready to praise the LORD ((:
To the ends of the earth, i know that there is none like you.
thank you thank you Lord.
Isaiah 55:8-11
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,"declares the LORD.
"As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts. As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, so is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty,but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it. " been thinking about-movies. ( i wanna watch movie)
-working these fingers for God (: (how shall i?)
-exams
adeee and jesss (:

jialing! your birthday is coming! (:
i like ruiqi ((:
brainstorming session (:besides the bros, she is my favourite friend in school!
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
everything you aregoing to get busier than now soon.
next week is a crazy week
-all studying slots planned for acct test ahead
-gonna chiong that dumb dumb OB proj
-out of the blue pop the BC assignment and report
-my heart and head tells me to attend metamorphosis! (:
-plus, decor retreat on thurs. (:
i love a busy, out-of-breath kinda life,but i am just no superman. =/
anyway, i just felt very undeserved when people around showed small gestures of love.
i finally see the value of appreciating the little things than expecting for big things.
Through this i was reminded of God's love and blessings. More importantly i knew God had the right to give and take away. Never take blessings for granted. (:
Give thanks and pay the blessings forward.
caregroup (:


we love bens and jerry (:
11:19:00 am captivated
Thursday, March 01, 2007
my heart adores youthis is about your love.
it's been eight months now and -
it still makes my knees weak
it still touches my heart
it still bring tears to my eyes
each time i truly remember how great, how wide, how deep your love is..
just who am I compared to your Majesty?
been thinking-1 covenanted friendships, how you can never find them in the world (:2 spiritual retreat ((: (sounds yummy)3 accounting test in 2 weeks!!4 foreign accounting language5 OB grp project!!!!!6 Group Outing (((: Tomorrow is a mad day but we know we are going to pull through it with God's grace.
Dear God, keep our hearts ready.
Strengthen our faith.
Humble our hearts.
Help us to look to you and trust you above all.
In Jesus' name,Amen.
9:51:00 pm captivated
your love, i can only imaginethis story is about a man who walked for 14 years with a heavy sack on his back and a well-worn sign that read-I will work for food.
a conversation between him (he said) and the author(I said).
He said-I gave my life over to God 14 years ago and nothing has been the same again. I felt that the Lord asked me to keep walking and so I did, some 14 years now.
I said-ever thought of stopping?
He said-Oh, once in awhile when it seems to get the best of me. But God gave me a calling. I give out bibles. That's what in my sack. I work for food and bibles, and I give them out when His Spirit leads.
This guy was not a homeless man roaming on the streets but a man on a mission. He lived this way by choice. How far are you willing to go for God's calling? One life, it will soon come to pass. Will achievements, fame and popularity last?
Only what done for Christ will last. (:
I am inspired, are you?
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